I may not be perfect, but at the end of the day, who is?

promise

2010-10-17T07:39:00.000-07:00

We made a promise, we are going to make it ^^

I love you Wayne Lange

Wayne

2010-10-16T03:45:00.001-07:00

:( Sigh I miss you alreadyyyyyyyyy. :( babyyyyyyyyyy. I need you. :(

52 days of hell. I think I will die.

:'(

Wayne Lange

2010-09-29T04:16:00.000-07:00

He ate my heart

♥

15 more days

2010-09-29T04:03:00.001-07:00

Sigh, I will miss you a lot a lot :( In 15 days, you'll be leaving for America. AND you'll be away for 47 days. Sigh, how am I in the hell world gna survive? :( I know I'll die. I will miss that lips that makes me fly. That hug that leaves me breathless. That voice that warms me up. That pair of hands that give me forever. That heart that provides me love. Sighhhhhhh, yknow I'll miss you terribly. B, I've so much to tell you, but I just d k how. Things will not change when you come back. Everything will still be the same. I'll still be yr Amelia Wee ^^ I might look different but I'll still be me! I love you so much!! I want to be with you until the sun falls out of the sky.

omfg

2010-09-29T03:59:00.000-07:00

Wayne and my house please.

9 years

2010-09-29T03:58:00.000-07:00

They say true friends can go long periods of time without speaking and never question their friendship. These friends pick up like they just spoke yesterday regardless of how long it has been or how far away they live and don’t hold grudges. They understand that life is busy, but that you will always love them.

Nicole Ng, I miss you. :'(

the red carpet

2010-09-29T03:42:00.000-07:00

I found that someone, and he is Wayne Lange. I love you as much as you love me. You're everything that I could ever wish for. I love everything abt you. You're amazing just the way you are. Im rly happy with you. Baby i'll secure you with a forever. I'll give you the best memories you could ever have. I'll be the first for yr everything.

Bring me to wherever you go,

2010-09-24T00:17:00.000-07:00

I'll wait for 5 Dec 2011. That will be the day you will drive me in yr v own modified Mazda RX8 around Singapore or even Malaysia. ^^ We will make a life savings plan. We'll save a lot of kaching to buy all our fav things ^^ and build a family of our own!

Wayne Lange

2010-09-24T00:01:00.000-07:00

"I really don’t understand this, this feeling I have. It’s like, you piss me off, but I love you. I couldn’t live without you. You are the reason I stay up late and wake up in the morning. I would talk to you every minute if I could. I think you’re gorgeous, and even if you can’t accept it from me, just know that I think that. In my eyes, you’re perfect. You don’t need to do anything, or change yourself, or even try to be attractive. You’re just naturally beautiful, on the inside and on the outside. I would walk a thousand miles just to hear your laugh. You make me the happiest girl in the entire world."

Wayne Lange

2010-09-06T20:51:00.000-07:00

I love youuuuuuuu ^^

Love, Ameliaaaaaaaa Weeeeeeeeee

Fuck this

2010-08-23T02:16:00.000-07:00

Im not gna blog anymore till Im done w my o's.

Goodbye world~

VAC

2010-08-20T03:57:00.000-07:00

I love my bestfriends very very very very much ^^ Christina and Victoria, you two will be my bridesmaid when I get married okay? Hehe. I must be yours too okay? I love y'all (:

2010-08-20T03:54:00.000-07:00

omg, so nice rgt. I want also~

2010-08-20T03:42:00.000-07:00

10000.) Why must all females hate each other? Shouldn’t we be the ones that understand what we are all going through and be able to comfort those who are going through a rough time? Instead, we make it worse for each other by spreading rumours that we’re ugly, a whore, a bitch and eventually someone who was strong isn’t strong anymore and those words can really effect them. What the hell is wrong with us?

Yes, I rly want to know, what is wrong w us. Why cant we just not bitch or judge one another? Why cant we just be nice to each other? Why must we be mean and talk abt others? At the end of the day, who wins the battle? NO ONE b'cuz karma exists.

2010-08-20T03:41:00.000-07:00

So maybe i talk too much. My laugh isn’t as adorable as it could be. I’m loud, but than i can be quiet. Sometimes i can act like a little kid, other times i can be a stuck up bitch. I’ll get annoying, clingy and angry every once in a while. But that’s what makes up me. And if you don’t love all of me, just don’t bother loving me at all.

I know I'm not good enuff.

Amelia Wee.

2010-08-20T03:39:00.000-07:00

I am not a “hot” girl. I will probably never turn you on, or take your breath away, or impress your friends with the way I look. But I can make you laugh and make you feel wanted, and sometimes I guess I can be cute. I really wish I could be enough just that once.

Have you accepted for who I am? (:

OMGGGG

2010-08-20T03:38:00.001-07:00

WTF. STEP UP 3 IS FUCKING AWESOME.

I LOVE ITTTTTT.

GO WATCHHHHHHH.

OMG

!!!!!!!!

Step up 3

2010-08-19T04:57:00.000-07:00

Ugh i rly want to watch Step-up 3. Bt should I watch? Sigh, i've to study bt yet, I rly want to watch. Okay I think I shld watch. Ok Im gna watch it.

Okay, study time~ ciaoooooo.

I so dont miss Jon. Ugh. stupid boy, I v sad. He so bad :(

BUT.

still

love

him

hehe

tday is a grumpy day

2010-08-17T02:45:00.000-07:00

Hiiiii, everything's good now (: I spent National Day with Kimberly, Jasmine, Andrea, Victoria, Adrain and Christina! Watched fireworks. Celebrated BabyKimz bday. ^^

UGHHHHH, two more weeks to Prelims and 69 more days to O LVL. wtffffff. I v scared~

HAHA Jon and I gave up. HAHA. We were vegans for one week. Thn we gave up and ate mee pok tgt. HAHA. We so cuteeeeee.

Bestierrrrrrrryl

2010-08-02T03:46:00.001-07:00

Don't be sad! Cheer uppppppp ^^ Skate all yr problems awayyyy, don't stress ah.

& Let's study hard tgthr.

bestfrz.

2010-08-02T03:42:00.000-07:00

the left one is Christina cuz she loves to act serious. HAHA, the middle one is me, cuz im the cutest teehee. Thn the girl on the right is Victoria, she loves to act sexy HEHEHEHE

I miss y'all. Fireworks on Monday tgthr? Like the good old times. hehe, every year w/o fail~ Love y'all loads.

fever

2010-08-02T03:37:00.000-07:00

I feel sick >:(

Study

2010-07-31T00:02:00.001-07:00

Hiiiii, its been so long since I blogged. HAHA. hiiii, I just wna tell y'all. Im rly happy now and that I want to study and do well. Bt can I? Kayyyy im gng out nowwww. ^^

A lot has been happening, LOL, bt what's new? My life is full of drama.

Oh, & I finally thread my brows alrdy. WOOLAHLAH. Kay Im going out now, buhbyeeeeee. Im gna meet someone special hehe.

Trisha Hogan

2010-07-30T23:57:00.000-07:00

Trisha, I love you!! You can do it!! You deserve much better! We'll always be there for you!!!

I hope, i wish.

2010-07-30T23:56:00.000-07:00

In my arms.

I was rly happy.

2010-07-30T23:55:00.000-07:00

Do you still remember those times?

you're just you.

2010-07-30T23:48:00.000-07:00

To me, it is.

But.

What abt you?

yay yay yay

2010-07-19T04:12:00.001-07:00

YAYYYY I TOOK OUT MY BRACES ALRDY ^^ HEHE IM SO HAPPPPPPPIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

bb

2010-07-12T07:07:00.000-07:00

Hiiii, I dont feel like blogging anymore. hahaha, so yeah, goodbye blogger, maybe I will blog once in awhile uh. KAY BYEEEEEE.

hollandhollandholland

2010-07-11T07:29:00.001-07:00

Hiiiiiii, woooz, I went swimming just now!! VVVVV productiveeeee ^^ thn went to pp with family for dinner. After tht ice cream at mpcc. Iswear, you must try, fucking nice lah the ice cream! hahaha, yay later Vic and Chris coming over to watch soccer w me and my broz. hahahaha, I want Holland to winnnnn ^^ octopus may not be accurate this time. HAHAHA. kay off to do my fnn nowww! Im gg to complete it and do it well. ^^

wl, why you sleep so earlyyyy. ughughugh.

it's okay

2010-07-10T18:52:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiiii, Idk why Im awake so earlyyyyy. HAHA. I dont rly like facebook anymore, its like getting boring...... twitter's more fun ^^ ytd's buffet's fucking niceeeee siah. Sorry Jasmine! I couldnt go to the flea with you. So, I ate thai food w my father and friends. wooooz, shiok ttm man. Bt I came home w a big tummy. Sigh, I dont wna gain anymore weight. & tday's family day. ^^ yay swimming at Nsrcc later. Yay swimmingswimmingswimming. Im gg to swim a lot of laps!!! kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, im gg to ciao nowwww, Im gg to try to fall asleep. I had the weirdest dream ever man. So fucking weird.

I'll be here w you. In yr darkest moments, I promise I will stick with you no matter what happens. You can count on me, love.

2010-07-09T18:12:00.000-07:00

Ugh, Idk why I wake up so early, lol. Sigh, I gained one kg. Fuck uh. I need to lose weight. I rly need to! I need to go cycling, swimming and jogging. I should stop eating icecream and fatty oily food. & srzly, no more chocolates for me. & I grew 1cm. HAHA, 'm now 156! But like, Idw to be so short eh. I wna be taller, like 160. :(

okayyyyyy omg Im so hungry now. ugh shit I want to eat eh.

nvm, after I eat, I'll go and exercise and lose all my fats. HAHAHAHA.

kay byeeeeeeeeeeee ^^

haha, this time I died on you, sry okayyyyyy. & I'll change for you kay, only for you.

hahahaha, see I so nice rgt, duhhhh. Love you many okay ^^

OOLAHLAH

2010-07-09T05:27:00.000-07:00

Dreamcatcher. HAHA, I finally got you out of my life. Now, you mean nothing to me. I feel so proud of myself. ^^ Dont worry, I dont hate you. You are DELETED.

h8 you love you.

2010-07-09T05:24:00.000-07:00

Ugh you are an asshole, always falling asleep, leaving me alone at night, all by myselffff :(

buffetbuffetbuffet

2010-07-09T05:11:00.000-07:00

AHHH, I got dinner w parents tmrw, ahh sorry uh, I cant go out to eat dinner w you. Sorrrrrrrrrrie, :(

Tday after sku, went to play l4d2 with Chris and Kim at Cyber Era, Wooooz, so fun.

But stupid Kim, played for only like an hour, thn she bored alrdy. Ugh Ugh Ugh.

I so saddddd, I wna play more. hahahahaha, thn went to pp for lunch! ^^

Oh yeaaaaaa, im gg Malaysia soon. I so happy, cuz I finally get to leave this country, tho its like only next door, but stilllll, it will be fun!!!!!!

Thank you, & I will accept you for who you are, like how you've accepted me ^^ You better not forget about our food adventure kayyyyy.

you're obv one.

2010-07-08T02:15:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiii, ugh I vvvveh tired...... like, rly rly rly vvvv tired. Ugh.

& I've tuition at 6. Shit. & I have to hand in F&N by tmrw. Shit lah,

I need to stay up late tday, ahhhh.

Fml lah.

2010-07-05T05:19:00.001-07:00

UGH

2010-07-05T05:18:00.000-07:00

fuckoffcukofffuckofffuckoff. Im dyinggg. ahhhh. fuck offfffffff. :(

sigh

2010-07-05T05:14:00.000-07:00

I give no fuck man.

happy girl

2010-07-05T05:08:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiii, im backkkkk. Played l4d at pah game. hahahaha, quite fun. ^^

Yaayyyyy, Im going to M'sia on the 18!! I cant waittttttt.

&&& omg my mom bought me a Long Champ bag for me, yayyy i like it a lottttt,

vvvvvvvvveh nice!!!!

OKAY, Im going to study nowwww.

hahaha, ciaooooo.

I'm happier, without you ^^

l4d

2010-07-04T18:57:00.000-07:00

Yay, tday's gng to be a fun day!! I'll be going out with Darrylbestie to pah game to play l4d!!! ^^

l4dl4dl4d!!!!

love

2010-07-04T18:38:00.001-07:00

I don't believe in it anymore. It brings us nowhere. It gives us heartaches, pain and very bad memories. Its all lies. Its all fake. It cheats our feelings. It only makes us happy, blissful for a few mins, and BOOM, the next minute, we start crying....yearning for the one who love most. BUT YET, the one we love most doesnt belong to us, his/her heart doesnt seem to be able to fit you in. There's always the other person. Stealing him/her away frm you, pushing you away, making you non-exisitance in his/her life. I feel tired of it. rlyrlyrly, tired....... :( but Im going to stay strong, fr myself. Im going to be happy, cuz nothing can bring me down. No matter how much that I've to go thru, I'll still live life to the fullest, cuz that's the way life should be. I wont cry for love anymore, I will cry for the right reasons.

Yesterday, I looked out of my window, I looked at the sea, it was filled with boats. I can even see lights of Malaysia and Indonesia. I turned to my left, I see the Singapore Flyer, its so beautiful, it reminded me of sth. You used to tell me you would bring me there, sigh but have you? I'e been waiting and waiting for so long. Thn I see PP. It reminded me again..... Many things happened in PP between you and me. All the happy moments and sad moments, I remembered all of 'em clearly. Thn I can see the Integrated Resort, fucking nice I swearrrrrrrrrr. Whn I looked down, I see cars taxis trucks vans buses driving past and a long traffic jam to east coast park. I looked at east coast park. We cycled tgthr before, we sat on the breakwater before, rmb I told you it coast $1 million per breakwater? Thn I watched the waves beat the shore. My heart sank. I realised, I had never been so peaceful before.

You texted me, sigh, throw the letter away pls, I rly dont want it. Dont hurt me any further. Rly please. Im sorry but Im alrdy in pieces, rly rly rly small pieces, so pls dont break me anymore.

2010-07-03T16:31:00.001-07:00

I kept EVERYTHING away. Im determined to forget you. I'll occupy myself with anything I could just to not think about you. I know I will be tired, but that's the only way, you hurt me way too much. Its time to let go. Im way too tired. I've never been like this before. Handling all these over and over again has made me grow up. Im broken into pieces, but I know, for sure, one day, these pieces will glue back to a complete heart. However, there'll still be scars. Scars of my painful past left by you.

I love you no more.

2010-07-03T05:38:00.001-07:00

Past Tense.

2010-07-03T05:37:00.000-07:00

I will, definitely.

2010-07-03T05:36:00.000-07:00

I missed.

2010-07-03T05:35:00.000-07:00

I give no fuck anymore.

out of my life for good!

2010-07-03T05:10:00.000-07:00

Hiiii tday after bio remedial, I came home thn went out with family to eat wantonmee. omg its damn nice, its at like opp haig girls sku. fucking niceeee, ^^ thn went to Parkway, shopshopshop. Daddy and Adam cut their hair. & omg we saw Adam's girlfr to be. hahahaha. so funny! thn came home to catch my fav show. ^^

OMG I SEE FIREWROKS!!!!! AHHH. SO NICEEE. I THINK ITS THE REHERSAL FOR NDP! OMG I WNA GO. WHO GOT FREE TICKETS? HAHAHAH CAN GIMME A FEW?

"Were they holding hands?"

"Yup they were"

"Where did you see them?"

"Simei"

Oh wowwwwwwwwwwww.

an answer

2010-07-02T17:03:00.001-07:00

Hiiiiiiiii, chinese oral was alright man! ^^ It wasnt that bad after all. After oral went homeeeee. I was rly tired of all the shit. :( thn that night, more shit happened to me. Sighhhhh, fml lah. But tday things were actually turning out okay for me. I feel much better now. Yesterday after sku, went out w Daddy to Fort Canning, it was raining like free man. :(

Thn went to siglap after that, l4dl4dl4d ^^ after that uddersuddersudders.

Omg I have to go to sku for Bio remedial. Ohdam. Im still at homeeee. HAHA.

kay ciaooooo.

I've been looking for an answer, at last, I found it. I admit I was so foolish to believe in you again.

wtf

2010-06-30T02:51:00.000-07:00

wtf, I have chinese o level oral tmrw. omg i wna die lah. I am so not prepared. but like how to study chinese oral siaaaaah. like a difficult ahxzxzxz. hahahaha tday after sku, went to play L4D with Jasmine, Kimberly and Christina. omg I so noob siaaaah. but fun lah. I BELIEVE I WILL BE PRO SOON KAY. Gimee time and gimme a good tutor. HAHA. Thn after tht went to Udders. Rum and Raisin \m/ !!! & sku's actually quite fun now ^^, except for the classes and teachers. Life's been okay for me, except for something uh. Annoying ttm. But nvm, Im used to EVERYTHING, like srzly, everything. & I left one bar of chocolate. HOW. I want somemore. But my fav white chocolate's from US. They dont sell in S'pore :( Sigh, i want somemoreeeeeee.

Ah, dinner tonightxzxzxzxz. Im going to eat a lot. Im going to eat my sorrows away & forget abt everyth. ^^ I dont care if I grow fat or anyth.

Oh I just rmbed, there is this fucking 13 year old girl from my sku, WTF SIAH. She went to tell my friend's cousin that what, I got knocked out and I got fucked in the toilet. MOTHERFUCKER, you fucking loser, fucking spreading some fucking rumour. Cb, so childish for what. oh ya, i forgot, youre only 13. ARGH I am so annoyed. _l_ becareful I tell you, dont let me find out who you are, cuz you are definitely gna have a fucking "great" time! Watch out Bitch!!!!!!!!!!

Anything you wish, I will give, even if its the moon. hahaha, bcuz I can draw for you.

Sigh, I miss yr maggie mee. :(

2010-06-29T05:28:00.000-07:00

I want to eat white chocolates now. They make me happyyyyyyy.

skuskusku

2010-06-29T05:13:00.000-07:00

omggg sku started alrdy. WOOOZ. its been alright uh....

the last week of the june hols was rly fun lah. HAHAHA.

Jasmine&Kimberly's party,

Beth's party.

Drinkdrinkdrink&blahblahblah.

like a fun ah.

Everthing's been fineeee.

Idk what to say abt life siaaaaah.

sometimes, im like so sad, and sometimes im like so happy.

wlao Idk why liddat siaaaah.

fucking annoyingggg.

Kayyyyz, im gg to study nowww!

Im going to read chinese newspapers. HA HA HA.

and wtfffxxzxzxz I have chinese o lvl oral on thursday. WTF SIAH.

omg so fast. I wna cryyyyy.

kay byeeeeeeeee.

partiezzzzzz

2010-06-21T16:49:00.000-07:00

You make me smileeeeeeee ^^

Hiiiiiii all, yayyyyy, tday's Jasmine&Kimberly's party!!! & tmrw's Beth's party ^^ I so eggggggggcited. Also, I will be meeting up with primary school friends!!!! Okay buhbyeeeeee. wont be back till the 24!!!! Seee yaaaaaah ^^

my world doesn't revolves around you. so just fuck off okay.

2010-06-20T17:43:00.001-07:00

I hope you understand.

:(

2010-06-20T17:31:00.000-07:00

Stop pressurising me.

2010-06-20T17:30:00.001-07:00

“I have a lot of problems in my life that I don’t like talking about. I’m a complicated person and no one realizes that. People look at me and judge me but that’s okay they don’t know me. I honestly feel alone in the world, like no one understands me, but I hope that one day maybe, just maybe someone will. The world is a crude and horrible place that we live in and I’m starting to realize that now. I’m starting to realize who’s going to be there for me and who’s not. Meeting new people is making a difference in my life, for the better, hopefully. I see more and more people hurting me each day. From the things they say to the actions they take, there breaking me down, slowly.”

sick

2010-06-19T21:23:00.000-07:00

wtf my flu is killing me. Argh. its so annoyinggg

!!!!

2010-06-19T11:21:00.000-07:00

Burn it.

get lost

2010-06-19T10:52:00.000-07:00

So, I went to town around 8, I went there for nothing. -.- like srzly, NOTHING.

then went to east coast.

Just came backkkk.

waaaaa, my stomach's hurting like fuckkkkkk.

motherfucking painnnnn, I swearrrr. :(

oh god its 2 now.

Im tired, ry tired. :(

&&& Hazel, faster come backkkk!!

19

2010-06-18T22:09:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiii ytd night was funnnnn. ^^ came back at around 3 plus, slept at 5am. hahahahaha, woooz, tday might be going to a party with him ^^ &&&& I need to study moreeeee, shit manxzxzxzxzxz. hahaha. okay im going to meet Nicolebaby nowwww.

Ciaoooooooooo!

HAZELHAZELHAZEL

2010-06-18T00:25:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiiiiiiii. HAHAHHAAHAH. We so lameeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2010-06-17T22:41:00.001-07:00

"I like flaws and feel more comfortable around people who have them. I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions."

2010-06-17T22:15:00.000-07:00

"Nobody is perfect. Everyone has their own little idiosyncrasies. Some people call those imperfections, but no, that’s the good stuff."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2010-06-17T10:46:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHHAHAHA THIS IS SO FUNNY!!!!

boringboringboring

2010-06-17T07:52:00.000-07:00

Hahahahah i just downloaded oovoo.

(:

2010-06-17T01:33:00.000-07:00

IwantIwantIwantIwantIwant.

2010-06-16T22:27:00.000-07:00

His outer self doesn't matter at all.

Ah I miss you!! Stupid you, playing soccer now.

Hope you fall. hahahaha. no lah. Im just jokingggg.

Wooooooz, last night sneaked out to meet Chris and Vic ^^

then went to meet 'em.

Tonight will be a good night hehe

k ciaoooooooo.

& I believe that you are actually nice.

So I hope you will wake up and stop doing all those nonsense.

Thank you vvv much.

VAC

2010-06-16T22:25:00.001-07:00

Tonighttonighttonight ^^

omg

2010-06-15T13:01:00.001-07:00

omg its 4am now. waaaaa. & im still awakeeee. diediedie.

I want Friday to come now.

its taking foreverrrr. :(

fridayfridayfriday's gg to be funnnn ^^

2010-06-15T10:43:00.001-07:00

you, only.

2010-06-15T10:38:00.000-07:00

I love balloons.

I miss you

2010-06-15T10:20:00.000-07:00

I don't feel lonely anymore, ^^

Yr shoulders are so nice to lean on,

They are so comfy.

I feel rly safe leaning on 'em.

I love you.

2010-06-13T20:56:00.000-07:00

Ah I am so boreddddddd. I need to thread my brows soon. ah its like a bush nowwwww. I got one long list of things to dooooo. I need to get 'em done. Wooz, Kimberly&Jasmine and Beth's parties are cominggg. I need to shop uh. I need to exercise. Im growing bigger by the width day by day. diediedie. I love white chocolates. They make me happy.

"I need to exercise, go cycling w me soon k?"

"cycling? haha i cycle from east coast to pasir ris then from pasir ris back to east coast, you sure you want to cycle with me?

"omg why you cycle so muchhh? i will die halfway man."

"hmmmm then dont cycle with me."

"Huh...okay lorh."

"but we can walk tgt"

"hehehe reallyyyyy? yay okay ^^"

You are so cuteeeee. I wna pinch yr cheeks.

2010-06-13T17:06:00.000-07:00

I love you for who you are. & in my eyes, you are near perfection.

2010-06-13T16:48:00.001-07:00

" You’re hurt but no one can see it.. only you feel the pain. And it’s not like the usual pain. This pain is deeper, it breaks your heart day by day… slowly takes the meaning of your life away. But you’re not giving up. you believe that he’s worth it … that’s love. "

2010-06-13T16:43:00.000-07:00

So pretty rightttt? I want to eat 'em all. ^^

bff

2010-06-13T16:37:00.000-07:00

I miss 'em.

2010-06-13T07:38:00.000-07:00

what about you?

^^

2010-06-13T06:28:00.001-07:00

Hehehe & my dream came true. You made my day.

I miss you already.

2010-06-12T22:21:00.001-07:00

That's all I can do.

2010-06-12T22:20:00.001-07:00

Cuz Im sad.

D

2010-06-12T22:14:00.000-07:00

Ew, now, you disgust me.

you didnt need to know

2010-06-12T19:46:00.000-07:00

No matter how long it'll take,

2010-06-11T17:37:00.001-07:00

Would you be that somebody?

Sweet dreans

2010-06-11T16:16:00.000-07:00

So you called, it made my night.

2010-06-11T05:25:00.000-07:00

You are everything.

courage

2010-06-11T05:05:00.000-07:00

At least Im brave enough to admit that I love you.

Im not scared.

what abt you?

Trust me, once more.

Im begging you.

But if you rly dont feel anything for me, like you think its like rly impossible for you to feel for me once more,

tell me.

At least, you wont leave me hanging on,

like an idiot.

:(

2010-06-11T04:55:00.000-07:00

I will try, no matter how hard. At least when things turn out otherwise, I know I've tried. I cant force anything. I'll just let you be.

Call me when you feel like,

Text me when you want to,

Think of me when you're bored,

Meet me when you miss me,

I'll always be here for you, anytime, anywhere.

You can tell 'em I love you a lot, cuz I rly do.

Im not afraid of anything.

Now, its all up to you.

I just need to know what you really feel, even if the truth hurts.

All I need is yr honesty, not yr lies and uncertainty.

If time is what you need, I'd give you.

Anything for you.

I need no one but you

2010-06-10T17:10:00.001-07:00

SIGH, please, :( Im rlyrlyrlyrly sorry. :( I rly wish I could turn back time and never hurt you. :( & now, I guess Im getting back my karma, I know you know how it feels, & it sucks. :( Im sorry for everything. Why dont you make it alive for me once more, y'know it would mean a world to me. Srzly. I need that chance, would you gimme me that chance? Yup your answer would be no. You told me so, you once opened yr heart for me, but I lifted yr hopes high & I crashed you onto the ground. & now, Im opening my heart to you, only you, but you are choosing not to enter cuz you are afraid of getting hurt. I've changed. I've been thru so so so much. :( You're everything I need. I just love you. I dont have any reason. Why is love always one sided. Whenever you love someone so much, the other party just dont feel as much as you do. But then again, when yr feelings fade for the other party, the other party would just love you even more more more. :( why cant just both of us love each other as much at the same time. :(

Its like a roller coaster, it'd bring you up high but then again, it's drop you right dead to the ground.

the best one could ever find.

2010-06-10T05:11:00.000-07:00

Hiiiii, Yay surprise gibby and scott tday. Wooz. Hope they were surprised! HAHA. watched karate kid!! WOOZ. ITS LIKE DAMN NICE AH. cannot stand it!!!! Jaden so cute i swear ^^ I feel rly happy. Its damn touching also. Tday was great. Happy Birthday Scott and Gibson once again!

AH I dont think i'd be going to Universal studio tmrw. :( Im so saddddddd. Sorry vicccc. I still love youuuuu so so so much ^^

^^

2010-06-08T19:43:00.000-07:00

Hiiiii, Just came back from bio remedial. Sigh man, I have been waking up fcuking early for these two weeks. Its not even holiday uh. So annoyingggg. Oh yea, I trimmed my hair ytd, hahahah it still looks the same ^^ Should I soft rebond my hair? $120. Yes or no? My hair is so gross. It has like two layers. I want to cut it the same length but it will be very short, so forget it then. hahahahaha.

Woohoo, Im gg to universal studio on fridayyyy ^^ YAY to celebrate Vic'ss bday. I love you Vicccccc&Chrissssss! & Vic, you would def have fun on fri kk! WOOHOO I KNOW YOU DAMN EGGGGGGCITED RIGHT.

I hope tmrw's thingy would be a success. CANNOT FAIL KK. Shit I damn scared. AH. I rly hope nth goes wrong. &&& I wna watch a lot of movies y'knowww. argh damn.

hahahah, okay i shall go and plan for tmrwwww ^^ wish me luckkkkkk.

oh yeaaaa!! Im selling tix for surge II. Pls buy from meee kk!! plsplspls. Thankqqqq ^^ Anything you can fbmsg me okay? YAY.

Surpriseeeeeee!

2010-06-07T00:01:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiii! Yay Vic's surprise was vvvv successful!! Woooooz. hahaha, Im happy that she's shocked to see us! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

oh no, its gg to rain. Yay no more mcspicy's weather alrdy. so happy manzxz. LOL. Okay im gg to do some math nowwwwz. bb.

I love you not.

Victoria Foo Yi ♥

2010-06-06T02:17:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Victoria Foo Yi ^^ Ilyvm ♥ its been two years since we know each other. HAHAHA and we both can read each other like anythingggg. I love you so much cuz you are Victoria. No matter how bitchy, smart, annoying you are, I will still love you, cuz you are my bestfr!!! ♥ thank you for everything, for accepting me, for loving me!!! I need you, and you need me and we both need Christina!! hahahaha so we will nvr part okayyy. hahahaha, we must still remain as bestfr till we grow old kk!!! Victoriaaaaa you are so cuteeeee ^^ and youre 16 alrdy! Same age as me. Chris so laggy. hahaha, thank you for helping me in times of need. I love you Bestfr! ♥♥♥

bestfrz.

2010-06-05T22:21:00.001-07:00

Chris Vic, I need you guys nownownow. ):

imy2.

Sigh

2010-06-05T17:24:00.001-07:00

AH Im confused. Should I or not. Yes or no. why is this so difficultttt. FUCK UH. Im like so scared to make a decision. Arghhhh.

YOUYOUYOU

2010-06-04T22:19:00.001-07:00

you are so amazingly cute ^^

everything about you.

2010-06-04T21:43:00.000-07:00

Hi, ytd's bbq was alright. AH H8 the rain, ): Im so tiredddd. hahaha, so ytd Nicole Christina Vic and I caught up like finally. Miss them rly much. So, we talked abt a lot of stuff. hahaha. & im happy to have them!

I have a lot things going in my mind. Im lost. I dont know where Im heading too. Everything's so complicated. I need to figure out a way to get things right. I need to set my priorities. & I think I should stop hanging on.

o level's coming. I should stop playing and concentrate.

one month and eight days

2010-06-01T04:35:00.000-07:00

Hi, chi o level was alright. i felt it was okay :) hahaha and i found out sth, Victoria is actually good in chinese! hahaha, yup tday's the first of june. another month to go. & this month's going to be different ^^ so friday is my bbq. the party is still onz. & Vic's bday is coming! Universal Studio, here we come. i heard its like damn nice. Sigh but the sad thing is, i have to wake up at 7.30 everyday for two weeks. Sian ttm.

& y'know what, i rly believe in karma. Dont mess with it. It bites. I swearrrrrrrrr. I wish you all the best, my dearest friend.

Dont say anything or make promises when y'know youre unable to keep them. cuz y'know why, it hurts so badly. But I'd forgive you, like I always do.

I wna make a wish now. I rly do.

2010-05-22T03:25:00.000-07:00

Heyyyyyyyy im backkkkkkk hahah i shant mia anymore! Haha i love my sixteen bday even tho i didnt have a party but i spent it w my friends hahaha and omgggg chi o level is cominggggggggg ahhhh :((( and my mid year results suck!! :((( ah wtvvv hahaha ytd i watched shrek and it sucks! Rlyy its nt nice! Only puss, the cat is cute! Yaaaaah haha okay byebye! Vic, i hate u for abandoning me and chris! :((((( but y'know i still love u deep down rightttttttttt? U so meannnnnn :'( where are u!!!!! :(

16

2010-05-19T00:49:00.001-07:00

Yay, tmrw is muah bday. but im not excited at all. HAHAHAH. okayyy byeeee.